Hey, Its been a while since that day. The days leading up to that day. That night. I was in my room. You were in yours. A footpath away. It was cold and the sky was clear except the huge moon right in the middle. I imagined us to be right under it but the rules stated otherwise. There was anticipation in the air. The air surrounding me at least. I never bothered to ask how you felt about it. I assumed you felt the same way. I could see your room from mine. I could hear your voice from the window that overlooked. And in that moment nothing else mattered to me except the fact that we could’ve been us. I could make me and you us in just a few simple steps. In just one rebellious act. It sounded right in my mind. I sat by the window for longer than I should have. It got colder and darker. And all I did was wait. I had fallen in love with my thoughts and my train of thought went around in circles giving me occasional pangs. And then I finally stood up. I walked straight out of the do