WALLS UNBROKEN, WALLS UNBREAKABLE

I think there are often times when I find that I don't belong where I had been constantly forcing myself to be.

Times when nobody seems to understand or relate to my thoughts and feelings.

Us teenagers are 1 part human/understanding/feelings and 9 parts hypocrite. Its funny how people are always waiting to point out your mistakes and watch you fall but when you finally manage to do something right, its overlooked. We all struggle to keep up this image that everyone knows us as and then we say we build up our own walls. Well you know what? Those walls may look like your own but they were never built by you. They were built by the people around you. Take a closer look at them and you'll realise that those bricks are marked with their weaknesses and insecurities and everything they never wanted you to become. Well now it seems too late doesn't it. There are way too many walls and not enough bridges to get around. And we find ourselves stuck behind them with no one left to save us after which everything else ceases to matter and all that remains is our obsolete thoughts and walls we never meant to be imprisoned by. How do you destroy something that you didn't create? Its as hard as finding the largest number existing, the possibilities of which are endless. Reality is, that nothing is perfect and neither are those walls. Sometimes, to lose yourself is to find yourself and everything else is just an experience.

 If you ever find yourself in the wrong story- just leave and write another one. Don't let yourself end up as Cinderella in Red Riding Hood. Those glass slippers weren't meant to walk a forest.
~Nidhi xo